Today is our 4th month anniversary. But Dear is not with me. And I spent the whole day thinking of him, crying. He's stuck in Tekong. Sent him to Tekong today. I didn't cry infront of him. But it was difficult keeping up a smiling front. Don't want him to see I'm crying. He'll only be booking out on the 16th Oct, and I can only visit him on the 10th Oct. I found out something eerie... He's enlisted on our annivesary day, and allowed visitors into Tekong on my birthday! It's definetly more than just coincidence. I miss him tremedously... I can only wait for his call...